the lady's rant

there’s no logical reason for shorts to be the same price as pants

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1. Gimel. Gimel talks more than any person that I have ever met in my entire life and will tell ALL yo business. She supplies me with information about almost every person I know and some I don’t. She is also about her business and getting her shit. She hasn’t let anything hold her back and over the years I have grown to truly respect her a great deal. She is on this list because since I’ve moved into my apartment, she has really, really helped me out. I can’t even name all the ways that she has had my back lately. Even before now I remember this dude tryna talk slick about me at a party talm bout “ugh she is so mean- she so mean ain’t she?” and Gimel looked at that person like the fool he was, scrunched up her face and gave him a dismissive “no”. I always liked that. I also like how she secretly really, really loves Sasha. and how she gives me my money on time except for that 12 dollars but imma let it slide lol
2. Peta. listen…I would go to war for this person. No, seriously. I don’t even have all of the words for all of the feelings for all of the appreciation. I can’t even describe what a difference our friendship made to my life. I am forever loyal and grateful.
3. Sah. It is so sad and unnecessary that we don’t talk any more. I always wonder when will we do better? Maybe it was just for a season but he doesn’t even know how much I needed him during that season. and every time he came around, although it was always brief- It was a ray of sunshine to my life and I’ll always feel it.
4. Charlotte. I can’t help but smile when I think about Char. I love her. I do. She is almost my exact opposite, a white girl from France who’s really touchy feely and wishes she could get rid of her ass. I tell her all the time; a Black man would eat you alive. Anyway, Charlotte means so much to me for the things we do have in common…which except for the aforementioned- is a lot. There is so much to be said for mutual understanding.
5. Gianna. I lose myself sometimes. I come down on myself about my mistakes. But, I have recently given thanks to God for myself. It may sound self centered to you but I mean so much to me. My life may look as if I have not accomplished much at all but it is the internal struggle which can only be known by me that has been very hard fought. I took a look back and realized that I made it through some emotional and painful shit. I comforted and pushed myself through. I have kept my mind. I don’t know what may be in the future but as long as I have me- I have a lot.

so I’m actually a little behind in my challenge, sue me. anyway, I could have easily chosen my five closest friends or close family members…I decided to go with the unusual suspects.

I’m about to have a breakdown.

geekscoutcookies:

This. I’d be going out my way doing daily things like this..

Grocery Store shopping down the aisle like…

walking down for tithing in church…

Graduation…

Last Viewing at the Funeral Home..

all day just…”did you happen to see my:

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“I should turn the radio on while I twist my hair”

“Nah, I’m almost to the bathroom”

“anyway, I got some things I need to think about- yeah, I’ll just listen to the sounds of my own failure”

and then I laughed out loud.